Do you believe in karma?
I surely do, now. Before some recent experiences in my life, I didn't care much to question karma; whether I believe in it or not didn't go through my mind. But now, like many others, I can say karma is surely a B that came back to bite me in the ass.
I have this thing about me where I am CONSTANTLY late. I have no idea why, where the time goes, why it seems to go so much faster when I need it, but that is just the way it is. No matter how early I wake up in the morning to get dressed for work or school, I end up rushing in the very end.. when I'm already late or on the verge of being late. Maybe it's because I wake up too early and start my morning routines at a very slow pace and kill time by doing unnecessary things like walking around the house, staring at myself in the mirror looking at my puffed eyes after waking up, or anything else that is completely unnecessary.
So anyway, I was seeing this guy, and sure enough, every time we were going to meet up, I was late. Not intentionally I should add. Not intentionally at all. Soon after, my lateness became a big problem in the relationship. He got tired of it (which is understandable). Then I started getting annoyed of him getting annoyed.. (Lol. I even once told him to 'get used to my lateness and be late as well if he knows I'm always late. :T LOL.. Should've thought about little Miss Karma at the time.) And then with some other factors adding into the whole situation, we broke off.
After a while, I met this other guy. We talked and hit off pretty well. But of course karma didn't want to let me off that easy. So what happened? Yup, this new guy turns out to be even more tardier than I am.
It's funny because he gives almost the same excuses for being late as I used to with my previous guy. I get so frustrated at times. I hate it. But I, too, did it. I now understand why a person would get so angry at "Get used to my lateness".
Every experience is one to learn from. Gotta keep working on improving my issues with time.
